Raw

Everything Is Endless
Pointless
Circles
Sqaures.
An unfickle and sentimental creature has no place in this world.
For everything comes and goes
Back round again
Too and Fro again.
I taught Myself how to deal with lonely once.
I needed nothing and no one
For I knew back then what Something and Someone can do to a person.
It can break her, isolate her and change her.
So I survived. A self contained unit in a world full of them.
BAM
Something changed.
Lonely became a distant dull memory.
Foolish Girl
For nothing,
Nothing changed.
Because in the end You just have to deal with the Lonely again, You just have to deal with the hurt again.
Thats why I closed down.
I Understood Raw from a young age.
I understood hurt from a young age.
To Be prised open and pulled out
Like a snail turned to a slug seperated from shell.
I am raw once again.
Im alone once again.